Friday, June 29, 2012

1...2...3... CHANGE!!!


My lovelies here's one small refreshment - a new blog design, which is, in my opinion, just the right summer edition! This is what I was doing the last couple of days and what I enjoyed. Having a creative outlet is real salvation for our soul and mind! I needed a change, something that will run parallel with the change that occurred in me (more on that below). I want to thank my love for the header, everything else I "mixed" by myself (suffering from "html insomnia"- margins, padding, font size, text alignment...)! :)
Below is, just like it's mentioned, something I wanted to share with you. It's my right to write, and yours to read or not. Feel free to skip this section if you are only here because of the comments, thank you for visiting my blog. If you are curious/stubborn (like me, lol) and you still want to read the story and find out what is in my heart- then without hesitation you can consider yourself as my friend because those lines are something I would share with them! :)

Dragi moji evo jednog malog osvezenja - novi dizajn bloga, po mom misljenju, bas u pravom letnjem izdanju! To je ono na cemu sam radila zadnjih par dana i u cemu sam uzivala. Imati kreativni outlet je spas za dusu i psihu! Bila mi je potrebna promena, nesto sto ce teci paralelno sa promenom koja se desila u meni (o tome u nastavku). Zelim da se zahvalim mojoj ljubavi na header-u, sve ostalo sam sama "izmiksovala" (bolest zvana "html nesanica"- margine, boja i velicina fonta, pozicija teksta...)!:)
U nastavku, kao sto je spomenuto, sledi nesto sto sam zelela da podelim sa vama. Moje je pravo da pisem, a vase je pravo da citate (ili ne). Mozete slobodno preskociti ovaj deo ako ste ovde samo zbog komentara, hvala vam sto posecujete moj blog. Ako ste radoznali/tvrdoglavi (kao ja, haha) i posle svega i dalje zelite da procitate pricu i saznate sta mi je na srcu- onda se bez ustrucavanja mozete smatrati mojim prijateljima jer ovo bih sa njima podelila!:)



... Lately I was thinking should I end with this whole blog story, or better yet to start again (another blog or similar)... I am not a person who gives up or a victim- not anymore, not ever again. Before I wasn't fighting for myself, for my desires, dreams and passions. In high school I was pretty popular: one of the best students in our generation, great in a dance (I was doing show-dance for 6 years), favorite among male gender (from childhood I was hanging out more with the boys), and a thorn in the eye of girls who made the majority of my class and the whole school. I learned to step back not to be in the center of attention, not to believe in myself so my knowledge or success wouldn't provoke anyone. I devoured all the energy and love that I did not know how to channel and which I could give to the others (even now when I remember few salty drops tickle my cheeks). After all that my inborn charisma was still disturbing factor for many of them. Sadly, right? I wish I could hug and protect that young unaccepted girl I used to be. Everything I needed was the support, acceptance by the environment in which I lived. Being without support is difficult, especially if nobody shows and teaches you to love, accept and respect yourself. 

Many things have happened in the last two years, first within myself, in my soul and heart there has been a change. There were ups, there were downs. At this point I feel the difference, subtle on the surface yet stronger than ever from the inside. Changes occur when you least expect them or when you give up of attempts (one or more) to change something. I have always been spiritual being, I read countless psychological and esoteric books, meditation and creative visualization are very close to me ... but no matter how big is your spiritual knowledge some things just need more time, everything has its perfect moment.

Now I'm happy right where I am (not in a territorial sense), and looking forward to the path which my heart has started to follow. Nothing in this moment is so spectacular or grand, but I feel I'm walking toward something real and special, my soul is calm and peaceful. They say "it's not about the road, it's about destination". Can not agree with it, all that we learn is during that "traveling time", every experience is valuable if we learn to live "in a moment". I know someone on a higher level takes care of me. I allow the hand that created me to be my guide while feeling blessed because I've begun to slowly realize the truth of my being. Cheers to that truth and a new period in my life ...

So my pretties there will be no giving up on this blog. I've put too much time, energy and love into its creating. It has changed along with the way I have changed and it'll continue for sure. Maybe there were times when I was writing about things just to have something written, maybe there were times when I showed some outfit just to cover an empty day of the week... but not anymore. Now I know "some things", I will not force myself to anything (noooooo-way!). The quality and enjoyment are the most important, those are the only true determinants which we bloggers need to stick to. Thank you for all the support so far and I'm really looking forward to the next moments which I'll share with you ... of course along with the new glam shoes, seductive perfume,  tropical make-up look, and all the other marvels that are available (trust me!!) to all of us... :) LIFE IS BEAUTIFUL!!!  Love ya!!


... Pocela sam da razmisljam da li da prekinem sa citavom ovom blog pricom ili bolje receno da krenem iz pocetka (drugi blog ili sl.)... Nisam osoba koja odustaje ili zrtva- ne vise, nikada vise. Ranije se nisam borila za sebe i svoje zelje, svoje snove i pasije. U srednjoj skoli sam bila poprilicno popularna- jedna od najboljih ucenika generacije, dobra u plesu kojim sam se 6 godina bavila, miljenica muskog roda (od malena sam se vise druzila sa decacima), ali i trn u oku devojaka koje su cinile vecinu mog odeljenja i citave skole. Naucila sam da se sklanjam, da ne verujem u sebe, samo zato da ne bih nikog isprovocirala svojim uspehom ili znanjem. Gutala sam svu energiju i ljubav koju nisam znala kako da kanalisem a koju sam mogla da pruzim i usmerim ka drugima (cak i sad kad se setim par slanih kapljica mi zagolica obraze). I posle toga je moja urodjena harizma mnogima smetala. Tuzno, zar ne? Dodje mi sada da zagrlim to mlado i neprihvaceno bice koje sam nekada bila. Sve sto mi je bilo potrebno je bila podrska, prihvatanje od strane okoline u kojoj sam zivela. Bez podrske je tesko, narocito ako vam niko nije pokazao i naucio vas da volite, prihvatite i cenite sebe.

Mnogo stvari se izdesavalo u zadnje dve godine, najpre unutar mene, u mojoj dusi i srcu je doslo do promene. Bilo je uspona, bilo je i padova. U ovom trenutku osecam razliku, povrsinski suptilnu ali po prvi put unutrasnje jaku- korensku. Promene se desavaju kada ih najmanje ocekujete ili kada odustanete od pokusaja (jednog ili vise) da nesto promenite. Oduvek sam bila spiritualno bice, procitala sam bezbroj ezotericnih i psiholoskih knjiga, meditacija i kreativna vizualizacija su mi vrlo bliske... ali koliko god veliko vase spiritualno znanje bilo- nekim stvarima treba vise vremena, za sve postoji odredjeni trenutak. 

Sad sam zadovoljna tu gde jesam (ne mislim teritorijalno), i radujem se putu kojim je moje srce odlucilo da ide. Nista u ovom momentu nije spektakularno ili grandiozno, ali osecam da se krecem ka necemu pravom i specijalnom, moja dusa je mirna i spokojna. Kazu "nije vazan put vec destinacija". Ne slazem se sa tim, sve naucimo bas tokom tog "puta", svako iskustvo je neprocenjivo ako znamo da zivimo "u tenutku". Znam da neko na visem nivou vodi racuna o meni i da me vodi. Prepustam se ruci koja me je stvorila i blagoslovena sam jer pocinjem da lagano uvidjam istinu svog bica. Nazdravljam toj istini i novom razdoblju u svom zivotu...

Dakle dragi moji ne odustajem od svog bloga. Previse sam vremena, ljubavi i energije ulozila do sada na njegovo kreiranje. Menjao se kako sam se i ja menjala, i dalje ce verujem. Mozda je bilo trenutaka kada sam pisala o stvarima cisto da bih nesto napisala, mozda je bilo trenutaka kada sam pokazivala neki outfit samo da bih pokrila neki prazan dan u nedelji... ali ne vise. Sad znam "neke stvari", vise se necu siliti ni na sta, kvalitet i uzivanje su bitni, to su jedine prave odrednice kojih mi blogeri treba da se drzimo. Hvala vam za svu podrsku do sada i radujem se svim narednim trenucima koje cu podeliti sa vama... i naravno novim glam cipelama, zavodljivom parfemu, tropskom make up look-u i svim ostalim divotama koje su nam svima (verujte mi!!) dostupne...:) ZIVOT JE DIVAN!!!  Volim vas!!!!





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42 comments:

  1. Svi oni koji imaju toliko zivota i kreativnosti u sebi su u jednom momentu uzasno sami. (A nekad tih momenata ima i vise...). Mislim da je to kletva velikih ljudi. A ono sto je bitno (i u cemu se slazemo), je da je i to neprihvatanje od strane drugih (ili neshvatanje, odbacivanje) zapravo vredna lekcija za sve nas kreativne usamljenike. To nas cini jacima, pametnijima, razumnijima. Svi ti momenti (dobri i losi) su doveli do toga da postanemo ovo sto sada jesmo. I potpuno si u pravu sto si srecna i zadovoljna tu gde sada jesi, a ja te potpuno podrzavam u tome. Sve sami sebi obezbedimo, sve smo sami postigli, pa zato i jesmo zadovoljni. Bojim se da ne budem previse konfuzna, ali cini mi se da se razumemo. Jer su moji skolski dani prosli skoro kao i tvoji. Sitnim dusama smetas jednostavno zbog onoga sto jesi i to ne moze da se promeni. Nikako ne smemo reci da smo mi krivi zbog toga, jer se ne mozes izvinjavati zbog svoje prirode. To bi bilo kao da od tigra pokusavas da napravis vegeterijanca.
    Nemoj da se menjas ni zbog koga. Onaj ko te prihvata takvu kakva jesi je jedini zbog koga treba praviti kompromise (ponekad :) ). A kompromisi ne znace gubitak sopstvenog identiteta, vec zdrav razum i ulaganje u nesto sto vredi.
    Da mogu da vratim vreme unazad, ne bih nista menjala, iako je bilo vise losih momenata nego dobrih. Jer me je sve to ucinilo ovom osobom kojom sam potpuno zadovoljna sada. Volim i voljena sam, a to je najbitnije. A kapiram da je i kod tebe tako :)
    Uglavnom, da skratim - otkrila sam ti blog tek pre nekoliko dana i od tada sam pregledala sve postove - sjajni su. Ti si sjajna, fotke su sjajne, nakit je divan. I nemam blagog pojma ko si, ali to nije ni bitno. Neko mi je jednom rekao da se nista ne desava slucajno i da se slicne prirode prepoznaju. Mozda je ovde takva situacija :)
    love,
    Emina

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    1. Draga Emina, ne zvucis konfuzno ni trunku, naprotiv razumemo se u potpunosti!:) Hvala ti beskrajno sto si odlucila da podelis misljenje i slobodno mogu da kazem deo svoje intime ovde, sa mnom ali i sa drugima... Nisam mogla pozeleti lepsi "prvi" komentar!:) Drago mi je sto cujem da si zadovoljna svojim zivotom, tako i treba da bude, sama si sve postigla do sada a nekako osecam da te jos puno divnih stvari ceka! I jos mi je draze sto cu od sada imati priliku da delim misljenje sa nekim ko me razume, pa makar to bilo i u "virtuelnom svetu"!:) Hvala ti jos jednom od srca!!!

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  2. I love the new look of your blog - so fresh and colorful! And you are so pretty, great photo!

    Kisses*
    Have a nice weekend,

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  3. Very powerful and inspirational, Jelena. MUCH respect to you. Very nice makeover of the "Glam & Fab Chameleon" blog here. With the first half of 2012 coming to an end, have a lovely weekend and a lovelier second half of 2012! Much love from the United States to you!

    johnbmarine.blogspot.com

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    1. Thank you my dear John!! Wishing you as well great and successful second half of the year!! And many more great posts!;) Kisses!!!

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  4. I have to admit I had similar thought not to long ago :) Just believe in yourself

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    1. I think we all bloggers come to that point, at least once, if not more times.:) But the most important thing is that we are still here, right?:) kisses

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  5. I really love the new design!!


    XX,
    Miranda

    Ps- Happy weekend!

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  6. Wao, bas mi se svidja ova promena, pravo letnje osvezenje :))

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  7. Kao prvo,dizajn je odlican,svaka cast! Tekst je bio veoma dirljiv, a verujem mnogima i veoma poznat. Society doesn't like people who are different, i to je jednostavno tako. Drago mi je da si sad srecna i iskreno se nadam da ce tako i ostati. :)

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    1. Eh society society, pogotovo "nasa srpska sredina"...:) Zato sam ja trenutno u Grckoj, malo sam se sklonila!:) Hvala ti Jovana puno na lepim zeljama i drago mi je da ti se dopada novi dizajn!:)

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  8. Prdivan je novi izgled bloga!!! TI SI JEDNO DIVNO STVORENJE, JA TO ZNAM I OSECAM!!!! Ljubim te puno, ostani uvek takva kakva jesi!!! :************

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  9. I am loving the new look!!!
    This is a very inspiring and motivating post! Excited to connect with you <3

    A Preponderance of Fashion

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    1. Thank you so much!!!! Happy Saturday!:)

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  10. Lepa promena na blogu, veselo i pozitivno, sudeći po tekstu, oslikava tvoje trenutno stanje i baš mi je drago zbog toga :)

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    1. Bas tako!:) Zato sam i zelela nesto veselo, pa makar to bilo samo preko leta!:)

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  11. nice design change!
    xo
    MOSAMUSE

    www.MOSAMUSE.com

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  12. Oh so excellent design, love this colorful multi talented lady with multi colors blog.

    U ROCK honey

    love <3

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  13. Your blog looks great! Love the colors.And I love these quotes, especially the first one.
    Have a great weekend.
    :)
    mikky
    www.todaloos.com

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  14. Love the new design! Definitely great for the summer! :)

    callmemaddie.blogspot.com

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  15. Nice design! You look bautiful!


    xxx
    - Laura
    http://ucouldbemysomeone.blogspot.com

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  16. Hi sweetheart, firstly congratulatiosn on the beautiful new blog design, it suits your lovely personality and style. Secondly, thanks for being so open and sharing these things which must have so difficult for you. This post is so heartfelt and written with great emotion. I am so glad that you decided not to give up, your story is an inspiration to us all. Keep the passion!

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    1. Thank you my love! Sometimes I do feel the need to say few things more than usual here, not because I need some attention but because I believe somebody else might feel the same. Sharing is caring, right?:) And sometimes the best way to help ourselves is to help the others...:) That's why I will share more from now on!:) kisses & hugs

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  17. tekst je jako lijep i dirljiv. samo vjeruj u sebe i budi svoja :)

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  18. Veoma mi se dopada novi izgled bloga !:) Odlican tekst , u potpunosti te razumem, okolina nikada nije volela osobe koje se isticu u svakom smislu . Samo tako nastavi jer zasluzujes sve najbolje !:))

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  19. Veoma mi se dopada novi izgled bloga , pravo osvezenje !:) Odlican tekst , u potpunosti te razumem, okolina nikada nije volela one koje se isticu . Samo tako nastavi jer to zasluzujes, uzivaj u zivotu :))

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  20. Clarica je ovo bas lepo napisala-Svi oni koji imaju toliko zivota i kreativnosti u sebi su u jednom momentu uzasno sami.
    bas sam se spremala da malo isfilozofiram i otkrijem zasto da prekines sa blogom, da pohvalim novi izgled bloga (ja sam menjala par puta nesto ali niko nije primetio ili bar iskomentarisao) ali mooooram bas odmah da idem, cerka nece da spava bez mene, pozdravljam te i vracam se, nadam se sutra...Divna slika!

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  21. Nice style. You are right about the change..guess everyone need it once in a while

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  22. divna ti je slika na profilu i super je novi style! poz iz suncanog beca!

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  23. Good for you and your journey

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  24. Oh jalena Im nearly crying here read all that its so beautiful u put ur heart and soul into it. Im so touched by some of the words that i wrote them down as i found them so inspiring i can be very negative so ur words have given me encouragement to try fulfil some of my dreams so thank u so much for sharing with us my beautiful friend. Wishing u every good blessing and success always kisses xx leonie.

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  25. So colorful! I love it!

    http://fashionroll.net

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  26. love your hair piece and lovely design on your blog. thank you for being open and truthful. i'm happy for the change you have gone through. you're right, there is a time for everything and some things take time. enjoy your day!

    xx heidi
    life full of loves

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  27. Skroz sam se naježila čitajući tekst,
    donekle sam prepoznala sebe u tvojim rečenicama...
    I sama sam bila u situaciji da svoje kvalitete stavljam
    u "drugi plan" kako ne bih izazivala sujetu drugih devojaka,
    čak i onih koje su se predstavljale kao moje prijateljce,
    da ni bih bila, kao što ti kažeš, trn u oku.
    Našla sam ključ u tome da verujem malom broju dragih ljudi,
    i da svoje slabosti samo njima pokazujem,
    a kod onih u čijim očima vidim i trunku sujete, trudim se da izazivam još veću,
    upravo poučena iskustvom da se nikada ne treba povlačiti!
    Ne treba da prestaneš da pišeš blog, ako te to iole ispunjava! :)
    Lepo je kada imaš mesto gde možeš da izraziš svoju kreativnost,
    podeliš svoje razmišljanje, kao sada...da to bude tvoj mali virtualni dnevnik,
    i mala uspomena za predstojeće godine! :) Tada se nećeš stresirati što nisi nedeljama izbacila novi post, već ćeš to učiniti kada stvarno imaš potrebu za tim. :) Mislim da si jedna divna devojka! :)

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  29. svida mi se tvoj look na toj slici, i ja razmisljam/tazmisljala sam da ne pisem blog :D al eto dok ide ide . a drago mi je da ti svoj nastavljas pisati jer te rado citam/gledam iako preskocim tu i tamo koji post ;)

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  30. Lovely picture!
    XOXO,
    Sara from http://catsandsisters.blogspot.pt/

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Your comment always make my day, so thank you for that blessed feeling!!
kisses and hugs
Jelena

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