Feel the sun on your skin....

"Feel the sun on your skin, no one else can feel it for u..."

Yes I changed the lyrics a bit, so what?:Dlol Still this is one of the songs I adore to hear (Natasha B. "Unwritten"), over and over again when I'm in a bad or down mood... This is exactly what is happening to me these days... yes, another confession.

Have u ever wanted to change something so strong and still u were afraid, maybe subconsciously, the change won't come? I know u should be patient in those moments, and make some baby steps instead of pushing it. It's a challenge. I was never the person who pushes the things but I was the person who gives up easily. I can and know how to fight big battles but I fall down for the small and absurd things. Ah this brain and soul of mine... Anyway one of these days I'll discover more of my deeper thoughts, or I could just start to write a book... It might have therapeutic effect. But this is not that moment. Now it's the time to try one more time to get up, pick the rest and do something better, in the other way... the old way (or ways,'cause there were more) was a failure.... but I have learned until now how to start something over!

HAVE A GREAT WEDNESDAY!!! And enjoy in the song!;)

** StilMode coat/ black leggings/ Mia boots/ caramel faux-fur scarf/ H&M sunglasses **